Fri, Feb. 8th, 2008, 11:38 pm
Lately I've been thinking a lot about what kind of person enjoys his solitude. ( blah blah blah...Collapse )
Fri, Oct. 19th, 2007, 10:50 am
So the other day an Indian (dots not feathers) fortune teller in a turban came into my work. He came straight up to the counter and told me that I'm a lucky man. Then, before I could reply, he told me that I think too much and it's exausting me. He said I need to stop thinking so much and get some sleep. Amen to that Indian fortune teller. Then he just left without giving me a card or offering me a reading.
I think I might be a good fortune teller. I think the majority of them are just people who know how to read other people and tell them what they want to hear without having it sound like too much of a stretch. I've always thought that I'm pretty good at reading people. Plus, this guy had some serious Jack Nicholsan eyebrows and I think that just adds to his mystique. Maybe all you need is to be able to read people and have some serious eyebrows to back it up. I'm up for the job.
It's been years since I've posted anything in this and I'm not really sure why I'm doing it now. I still write in my real journal, I guess I just fell out of the livejournal loop. ( Here we go.Collapse )
i need some monies to move in a couple of months so im selling my half stack. i have a peavey 5150 head in perfect condition and a marshall 1960 cab with 4 '12s also in perfect condition. im letting them go at $400 a piece and i thought id offer it up on livejournal before putting it on ebay. and if anyone in orlando is interested, im going up to jacksonville this weekend and would have no problem dropping it off if you're interested. so let me know before they goooo.
Tue, Jul. 12th, 2005, 01:13 am
Im moving to a cabin in the mountains. ill just live there for a year. ill chop wood and hunt game. ill read, write, paint, draw, make music, grow a beard and long wild hair. and most importantly, ill build something. im not sure what itll be. im not talking myself out of this. because i think i need this. ive tried being a homebody, but it's not the solitude i desire. im definitely looking for something, and im not going to find it here. it's something in me that i've yet to discover. a passion for something unconventional. something that sets me apart from everyone else. something that'll make me happy. there's a fine line between finding out who you really are and completely losing your mind.
Sat, Oct. 2nd, 2004, 12:27 pm
today, i celebrate the day of my birth! call me if you feel like havin some fun.
i love my family. tonite i went to dinner with my extended family and the family of the girl my cousin is gonna marry. i had so much fun. being around my family gives me such a sense of who i am and where i come from. ive really lost touch with myself. ive gotten caught up in judging people and thinking superficially like most people i know do. i really just want to be happy knowing who i am and what i enjoy.
from now on im gonna try and be the nice kid i know i am. i dont care about what kind of music people listen to or how many beers they drink a night. all i care about is having a good time without being preoccupied with competition and ego. ive gotten so cynical and spiteful over the years, it's time to rise above that and just enjoy life.
before i leave, here are some updates in my life:
ive moved back to coral springs. once i start working again, im gonna visit orlando to see all the kids i miss there. you know who you are.
ive also joined a jealousy issue. i probably wont be playing any shows for another month or so but once i do everyone i know better come out and show your love.
ok, that is all. this is david bean, signing off...
new york is cool and breezy. in brooklyn, the streets are lined with charming brownstones and sharply dressed indie rockers. in queens, it's still 1969 to anyone over 20 and anyone under that age is thug for life.
stacy spilt wine on my keyboard so i got a sweet new wireless job. i quit starbucks so im not sure how im affording to buy such things, but i'll worry about that later. im on the job hunt and it's going as well as it can without actually finding a job.
minus the bear's guitarist is the guitarist from botch. i love bands with ex hardcore band members.
i feel as though i should be more productive while im up here, but im just enjoying myself too much for all that.
netflix is allowing me to watch every movie ive ever wanted to see and ones i've never knew of.
im reading and writing like a madman. hopefully this will pay off in more than a figurative sense.
in closing, i would like everyone that i miss and love to move up here and enjoy this wonderful city with me. i miss you all.
Tue, Jan. 6th, 2004, 10:31 pm
this past month has been truly incredible. practically everyone i care about has visited me. i had more fun than i could ever imagine. im not going to go into detail about everything i did but just know that it was fantastic. thank you to everyone who spent time with me, ill never get over how much fun i had.
and thank you kerouac for producing the most beautiful novels i have ever read. they compliment my life wonderfully.
and one more thing: everyone should go see a broadway show before they die. that is all.
Mon, Dec. 8th, 2003, 05:00 pm
everything is beautiful and she is absolutely amazing.